It's been a while.

Its been a long while since I wrote anything on this blog, so I figured it was the perfect place to start getting stuff outta my head. There are always so many thought going on inside my head at any given moment that sometimes I dont even know what is a thought of my own.

So, the first big thought is that the school year is coming to a close. We have meetings & hearing & vision screenings & placement information all to gather. Its really starting to hit me that this is real. I am really going to do this. I am. It still sounds crazy to me though.

The very idea that homeschooling a special needs child would be easy is only an idea in a crazy person's head. I know it will be hard. A huge fight & struggle for the first year, but one can hope for some smooth raods. So far, just getting out of the school environment is proving to be difficult.

ANother ridiculous thought that is floating around in my head is that somehow he will fall even farther behind than he already is. Im not a very organized person (to say the least) and I have serious patience issues toward the end of the day. I just hope we can work it all out.

On the flip side, it will be nice to just pick up & go to Disney in October. It will be nice to not have to explain to a school & a teacher why mini isn't at school several days a month. It gets tiring to explain to anybody his digestive issues.

Well, for now, thats the only subject I want to hit on, but I'm thinking I'm going to make this much more regular. Even if it is just a bunch of me rambling. :0)